so far, so good

Well, things have been going well! Am I going to get myself back in shape soon? Oh ya, I hope so =)

Whenever I see how things have been going for me now, I have to smile myself. But I always get this weird feelings that good things will come to an end soon and bad things will pop up! Nah please don't.

Degree course will end in less than 2 months time from now. I can't wait to leave uni life I wanna move my life onto another stage - the working adulthood life. Am really looking forward to it although it'd probably be pretty much crap as being a student but it will at least bring some sort of new excitement to my diary lol, not to mention I've recently added some good and strong spices in my diary =p

I do have other worries too.... need to sort that out ASAP though. Stress! Oh... and my dissertation =( whenever comes to thinking about dissertation it will put me in a grumpy mood and my day wouldn't be off to the best start! lol

Okay gotta run to bed lol

Shawn's tagged.

Starting time: 1317

Name: Wei Li

Sisters: -
Brothers: -
Shoe size: 4
Height: 163cm

Have you ever been on a plan?: Duh!
Swam in the ocean: Duh!
Fallen asleep at school: Duh!
Broken someone's heart: No comment!
Fell off your chair: emm Yes I guess!?
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Oh yes
Saved e-mails: Duh!

What is your room like: Well, kinda messy
What's right beside you: My mobile
What is the last thing you ate: Sweet
Ever had chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: Duh!
Stitches: No
Broken nose: Oh No Please

Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes 60/40 lol
Like picnics: aaaaa... picnics remind me of Nadia lol
Who was the last person you danced with: My besties ;)
Last made you smile: Emmm Johnfish phoned in yesterday night and crapped some jokes!
You last yelled at: Myself!

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Yes. I spoke to Nadia this morning before she went out lol
Kiss anyone: Nah
Get sick: Nah
Talk to an ex: No. Not just yet I think haha
Miss someone: Emm Yes
Eat: Yes
Best feeling in the world: Feeling loved!? haha I don't kno lol
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Nope
What's under your bed: Nothing
Who do you really hate: I don't hate now. I only dislike!
What time is it now: 1355

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: No
Do you want children: Yes
Do you smile often: Emm Yes hehe
Do you like your hand-writing: Nah. I couldn't read my own handwriting sometimes lol
Are your toe nails painted: Yes... they are bright red lol
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Emmm I'd sleep in one's bed as long as I think it's clean (Shawn, would you sleep in my bed then? haha lol)

WHat color shirt are you wearing now: White.
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: watching "The Big Bang Theory"
I can't wait till: I finish my degree in September
When did you cry last: Last week when I was watching the drama 'Journey called life' lol
Are you a friendly person: Of course haha
Do you have any pets: Yes!!! My babies
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:
haha SILLY question. okay Let's boooo shawn lol
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Yes

Do you sleep with the TV on?: No
What are you doing right now?: Blogging. Duh
Have you ever crawled through a window?: No
Can you handle the truth?: Of course I can
Are you too forgiving?: Emm not really lol
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Both
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: God?
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Less than 10

Do you eat healthy?: Yes
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Yes
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Myself
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Oh Shawn I'm both lol
Are you confident?: Emmm

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
Oh... no 5 things for this. But I was enjoying as a little kid.

5 things on my to-do list today:

• design questionnaires
• Get Introduction done
• Have a rough idea on how to start literature review
  
• Cook healthy dinner
  
• Flat hunting
  

5 snacks I enjoy:

• Strawberry triffle
• Strawberry cheesecake
• Seaweed
• Sweet
• Ice Cream
  

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

• Invest in properties around the world
• Build my own SPCA for mommy
• Donate to any animal welfare association around the world and maybe... the poor
  
• Travel with my parents
  
• Emmm... save. Come on, this need more than just 5 things. Shawn!!!!!
  

5 of my bad habits:

• Bad temper
• Stubborn
• Selfish
• Laziness
• Giving myself unwanted stress
  

5 people to tag:

• Sandy
• Fatt Kor
• Trixie
• Yanyee
• Winnie
• Cheehow!!!
  

Oh, Thank God. It's finally done! This tag's hella long. Shawn!!!!! lol =P

A puzzle entry

Life is like a maze. no? lol Yes! At least I know my life is like a maze; a complicated yet fun maze lol =p Life's been real boring here; yes no doubt I'm living in one the most exciting cities - London. SO WHAT!? I rather spend time chilling out at mamak with besties and brothers lol (I really wish).

I still miss every moment I had when I was back home this summer. lol No cure for homesickness? Boooooooooooooooo =(

Aaaaaa... Cyau, the self claimed pretty woman (HAHA), gonna have sth great to share with the whole world soon. no? Cyau? yea she's pregnant and getting married hahahaaha (NO WAY!!!) lol She will do well! ... we should be feeling so proud of her then. Yes at least I know I will be =)

Cheehow I'm looking forward to seeing you in London =) lol Running around for flat hunting has been so tedious and tiring. But I know you will be good to me when we live together haha. You'd do most of the houseworks and yes YOU WILL! haha I will do the cooking though lol

Okay... I'm just not in the mood to blog these days because whenever I do it's about me whining and stuffs. I just got bored with myself seeing so much whining posts in own blog site recently and I'm so not interested to read them again. I used to like reading my own posts lol cause they just seemed fun and happy. Not now tho. Wanting some time to get back into fit shape like I said in previous entry haha.

Emmmm suppose I will go on with my stuffs for now and emm better time should come in end of July!? I hope so lol

I'm Okay!

Do you ever just feel u're not good enough? emmm it could simply mean by not being good enough for your courseworks, friends, family members, or the company you're working for... or even your landlord haha (random joke, not funny though)

I am not good enough for 'Everything'. Even 'Anything' would have felt they are too good for me. Blek! Wanting to move on... Better times are coming I will have everything back in shapes soon. They are going to be as fit as before lol :D or even fitter than last time. We'll see.

Damn that Bee-yatch lol (random anger)!!!

Somebody please sell me a "magic mirror" for free. I wanna see my future image through the mirror lol. Yeah cheapskate me! HAHA

Don't ever get on my nerves you know I've never been the sweetest person ;-) Am using reverse psychology here... yeah come and get on my nerves then see what could you get out of it!

Went to the doctor yesterday. I took a test, heart-feeling meter test, results' shown that in general 50% anger, 20% furious, 20% madness, 10% burning.... Wow! Doctor sighed and shook his head, a huge grin appeared on his face then.... Why? .... Don't know! This' my blog I write whatever I want =) I like keeping my secrets to myself and to special someones and will always keep it under wraps. I could have bought a diary to pen down every secret moment I'd had been through, but nah... sometimes secrets "come and go", too. lol

'Mysteriously' writing in this blog would help me to dig up the old secrets from my memory when I read back in future hehe. It's all about the memories, and not about referring to notes!

Shut up now and sleep by myself tonight =) well, not only tonight lol :P

Many thoughts

So many thoughts, so little time. It's either I do(s) or I don't(s), sounds simple. Unfortunately Im quite indecisive these days =(

I'm feeling all silly. It's my blog but I can't say everything I want to. These so-called "Secrets". lol

A quick Whine

Walking down a busy street. Phone ringing....

"Hello"
"Hello. Who are u?"
"WTH? who is this calling?"
"What? Yea I'm calling you so..."
"Please hang up Bye"
"Why should I listen to you?"
(DAMN)
"My name is L E B I H"
"L? E? B? I? H? LEBIH? Ohhhhhhh Cyau!!!"
"hahahaahahahhaa"
"Oh sorry I didn't know it's you. I wouldn't have been rude if I knew but I'm not in good mood now. I'm so mad. Mad with London"
"Why?"

Now she was asking me why...

Because living in London makes me feel ugly! My skin feels a lil itchy sometimes, my nails are not as beautiful as they were, my eyes look puffy and my skin is kinda dry now & dirty water... Ohhhh killing me here! I'm not happy. I wanna go home =( & I hate these people walking in front of me. They aren't looking any good.

Done my quick whine. I will stay in London. But I'm happy that she called. She came at the right time =)

Cyau aka LEBIH (with lovessssssss)

Back to normal

Cleaning up my bed, wardrobe and the living room; sitting in front of my laptop 24/7 with a cup of herbal tea... So silence my world now, I have to keep the music playing loud on my laptop because there's a certain silence driving me mad here =(

I WANNA LAUGH MY HEART OUT. Someone please help me!!!