i am gonna cry
im not coping well
because it's real painful
i cant afford to lose it
it's the most precious thing i've ever got in my life
it's the best thing i've ever been given in my life
pls don take it away from me
please don't i cannot imagine that to happen
i won't be able to cope with that
not ever; well not just yet

it's really painful it really really is
i hate this feeling im so worried

i can only pray
and i will go if i hav to without any hesitation
but i hope it's not this case because that then means the worst thing has happened

Please my Lord please
i'd do anything to make things go better anything... anything