21

Is being 21 a difficult thing? Is being 21 different than being 20? My love-being-18 thinking has never changed tho... I still wish I was 18, always lol =p

Didn't have lots to do for bday this year (as usual). Birmingham was alright, especially loving the HBK - Hot Birmingham Kids (hope I got this right lol), located in Perry Barr hahahaha. And of course, my favourite Glasgow!

First stop: Birmingham

Yummy Steamboat!!!

Second Stop: Glasgow

"I want oreo cheesecake for bday"
"So bossy. lol"


Home-made Oreo Cheesecake!
cheng cheng cheng...

Cute Bday Card lol

Best costume of Halloween 2008
but it's sooooo chinese!!! lol

Not The Same

Nothing feels the same. Just not the same. To name a few significant differences between things? Oh no I really don't have the 'balls' to do so now. No Guts No Glory!!! What a loser! Boo.

Better in Time. Hopefully

Its been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through

thinking that u deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know
I didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i could live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really loved you
ur gonna smile cause u deserve to
it'll all get better in time

was it all that easy
to just put aside my feelings

if im dreaming
dont wanna let, hurt ur feelings

but thats the path, i believe in
and i know that, time will heal it
I didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i could live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really loved you
ur gonna smile cause u deserve to
it'll all get better in time

since theres no more you and me
its time i let you go so u can be free
and live ur life how it should be
no matter how hard it is u'll be fine without me

thought i could live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really loved you
ur gonna smile cause u deserve to
it'll all get better in time

Overall updates; anything else?

Hello updates updates!!! Feeling abit strange, haven't been in this place for a long time now... where should I start? Aaaaa... let's mark my one-year anniversary of my stay in London. Still not liking it after a year tho lol. Wanting a change ... move to a better place?! lol Desperately needing a new job now!!! I couldn't sleep at nights thinking I'm actually jobless now =( New flat's pretty cool and I kinda like it for myself (Not Cheehow tho lol).Friendly 24-7 concierge, cool facilities, strategic location and bigger room for me too =p

tiny living room lol

weili's bedroom =)

MGH!!! *my bitch* lol

tiny-practical kitchen, Not!

Execellent views of the "London Eye" from flat

Recommended by Chef Koh lol

All girls are welcomed regardless of age or background
Cheehow: Love is compromise (hahahaha)

Missing home! wanna go home. There isn't a night goes by that I don't miss home. I definitely hope to spend some time with pa & mummy & my dogs. Seems like sth's got to be sacrificed when there's other potential new option available in life. Choices do sometimes give my life the spark I am looking for, but I'm not really willing to sacrifice. I wish I had a mirror that reflects my future self. There's no turning back in every move I'm going to take I'm so afraid of failure I don't see myself having any room to make mistakes in life. I've been telling myself I do have the time to allow myself to make mistakes. It sounds real silly but sometimes things do happen!

Glasgow: my new second home lol is a better place to live in every way except one... emm marketing job opportunities are fairly limited =(

My rolls!

His rolls!

Who made better sushi rolls?
Absolutely ME! lol

so far, so good

Well, things have been going well! Am I going to get myself back in shape soon? Oh ya, I hope so =)

Whenever I see how things have been going for me now, I have to smile myself. But I always get this weird feelings that good things will come to an end soon and bad things will pop up! Nah please don't.

Degree course will end in less than 2 months time from now. I can't wait to leave uni life I wanna move my life onto another stage - the working adulthood life. Am really looking forward to it although it'd probably be pretty much crap as being a student but it will at least bring some sort of new excitement to my diary lol, not to mention I've recently added some good and strong spices in my diary =p

I do have other worries too.... need to sort that out ASAP though. Stress! Oh... and my dissertation =( whenever comes to thinking about dissertation it will put me in a grumpy mood and my day wouldn't be off to the best start! lol

Okay gotta run to bed lol

Shawn's tagged.

Starting time: 1317

Name: Wei Li

Sisters: -
Brothers: -
Shoe size: 4
Height: 163cm

Have you ever been on a plan?: Duh!
Swam in the ocean: Duh!
Fallen asleep at school: Duh!
Broken someone's heart: No comment!
Fell off your chair: emm Yes I guess!?
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Oh yes
Saved e-mails: Duh!

What is your room like: Well, kinda messy
What's right beside you: My mobile
What is the last thing you ate: Sweet
Ever had chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: Duh!
Stitches: No
Broken nose: Oh No Please

Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes 60/40 lol
Like picnics: aaaaa... picnics remind me of Nadia lol
Who was the last person you danced with: My besties ;)
Last made you smile: Emmm Johnfish phoned in yesterday night and crapped some jokes!
You last yelled at: Myself!

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Yes. I spoke to Nadia this morning before she went out lol
Kiss anyone: Nah
Get sick: Nah
Talk to an ex: No. Not just yet I think haha
Miss someone: Emm Yes
Eat: Yes
Best feeling in the world: Feeling loved!? haha I don't kno lol
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Nope
What's under your bed: Nothing
Who do you really hate: I don't hate now. I only dislike!
What time is it now: 1355

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: No
Do you want children: Yes
Do you smile often: Emm Yes hehe
Do you like your hand-writing: Nah. I couldn't read my own handwriting sometimes lol
Are your toe nails painted: Yes... they are bright red lol
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Emmm I'd sleep in one's bed as long as I think it's clean (Shawn, would you sleep in my bed then? haha lol)

WHat color shirt are you wearing now: White.
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: watching "The Big Bang Theory"
I can't wait till: I finish my degree in September
When did you cry last: Last week when I was watching the drama 'Journey called life' lol
Are you a friendly person: Of course haha
Do you have any pets: Yes!!! My babies
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:
haha SILLY question. okay Let's boooo shawn lol
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Yes

Do you sleep with the TV on?: No
What are you doing right now?: Blogging. Duh
Have you ever crawled through a window?: No
Can you handle the truth?: Of course I can
Are you too forgiving?: Emm not really lol
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Both
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: God?
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Less than 10

Do you eat healthy?: Yes
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Yes
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Myself
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Oh Shawn I'm both lol
Are you confident?: Emmm

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
Oh... no 5 things for this. But I was enjoying as a little kid.

5 things on my to-do list today:

• design questionnaires
• Get Introduction done
• Have a rough idea on how to start literature review
  
• Cook healthy dinner
  
• Flat hunting
  

5 snacks I enjoy:

• Strawberry triffle
• Strawberry cheesecake
• Seaweed
• Sweet
• Ice Cream
  

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

• Invest in properties around the world
• Build my own SPCA for mommy
• Donate to any animal welfare association around the world and maybe... the poor
  
• Travel with my parents
  
• Emmm... save. Come on, this need more than just 5 things. Shawn!!!!!
  

5 of my bad habits:

• Bad temper
• Stubborn
• Selfish
• Laziness
• Giving myself unwanted stress
  

5 people to tag:

• Sandy
• Fatt Kor
• Trixie
• Yanyee
• Winnie
• Cheehow!!!
  

Oh, Thank God. It's finally done! This tag's hella long. Shawn!!!!! lol =P

A puzzle entry

Life is like a maze. no? lol Yes! At least I know my life is like a maze; a complicated yet fun maze lol =p Life's been real boring here; yes no doubt I'm living in one the most exciting cities - London. SO WHAT!? I rather spend time chilling out at mamak with besties and brothers lol (I really wish).

I still miss every moment I had when I was back home this summer. lol No cure for homesickness? Boooooooooooooooo =(

Aaaaaa... Cyau, the self claimed pretty woman (HAHA), gonna have sth great to share with the whole world soon. no? Cyau? yea she's pregnant and getting married hahahaaha (NO WAY!!!) lol She will do well! ... we should be feeling so proud of her then. Yes at least I know I will be =)

Cheehow I'm looking forward to seeing you in London =) lol Running around for flat hunting has been so tedious and tiring. But I know you will be good to me when we live together haha. You'd do most of the houseworks and yes YOU WILL! haha I will do the cooking though lol

Okay... I'm just not in the mood to blog these days because whenever I do it's about me whining and stuffs. I just got bored with myself seeing so much whining posts in own blog site recently and I'm so not interested to read them again. I used to like reading my own posts lol cause they just seemed fun and happy. Not now tho. Wanting some time to get back into fit shape like I said in previous entry haha.

Emmmm suppose I will go on with my stuffs for now and emm better time should come in end of July!? I hope so lol