Options

Option 1: I will

Option 2: I wish

Option 3: I hope

Final Option: I quit!

The Place

Wow. Jacuzzi strawberry spa with de-stress lavender salt scrub... lying on my comfy bathtub, the bubbles at jacuzzi covering my whole body. How do I feel? ... Heaven! Crystal clear water.... gently splashing water over my body! My skin's smooth & clean again. I look into the mirror... how do I feel? ...Beautiful I am!

Wow. Being with my 2 BEST Friends, 5 entertainers and 1 helper. I couldn't be happier! hahahahahaha =P

Yummy food ~ even plain rice taste unusually good. The soup was great and its aroma was strong! ... Slurpppppppppppppppppp The comfy bed... (I'm Back!) Ohh, my body is lying straight without any tensions now. Oh! Thank God for everything. I love what I'm having now *.* The shiny black marble floor... having both feet chilling on the floor, so cooling =)

I love The Place. I'll stay here for good, one day! =p

Unsaid Feelings

I can't define the feelings in my heart... I couldn't share with you too. They are complicated. Unsaid feelings... only can be revealed when it's been overcome or let go.

Unsaid feelings make me step into darkness now... I don't need the light switch to find my way. I notice the direction of the game, the mind game!

Secret only becomes interesting when one day after around 50 yrs, you sit on the rocking chair, recalling every aspect of the secret that no one has ever known, only urself and God... hahaha that sounds cool! lol =p

Strategic Management

The title: Strategic Management, suggests the idea of effective management being strategic...

It should've been a really easily understood subject... if there's no Mintzberg's wonderful 10 schools formulation or if my lecturers can spend more time telling me whatever the complexity system in the chaos theory is... eh? Confused!

Damn.... Today's paper must be the toughest one (God, prove me wrong if You could). I've got no idea about relating the Delta Model to Chaos and Complexity.... Two different things! Totally different.... (I think).

Ok... Final Shot! Update soon.

I'm HOT!!!

Yea. Hot. Hot. Hot. I don't mean by myself of being "Hot" in the picture hahahahaa Gotcha! lol

The weather I mean. London is H0tttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt! Or rather... London is making me feeling Hot! lol =P

What's Spring season? I don't know... I feel hot hot hot... DAMN! It's like Summer now... 25°C, 27°C... but sometimes it'd change to become quite cooling though.... What's wrong with U? U... London!!! U're making it hard for me to dress up. U're making it hard for me when I'm inside the tube or bus. Ohhhhhhhhhh the smell of alcohol in the tube... I'm gonna bring a toilet spray with me and freshen the air whenever I sit in the tube in future (if I could I definitely would).

First paper down. It's a veryyyy "3-8" (sam-pat) paper!!! ... went for shopping and dinner after that... as if we'd already done our final paper hahahahaa =P But pubs and bars in London are Cooooooooooooool now... hehe Why cool? Nah... am lazy to explain it here hahahahahaaha next time k ;p

About the party tonight... Should I go? Or not? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa O2 Arena will do for me now... but what about my friends? Stress!

Gosh.. I'm sweating now. HOT!

It's time...

time to update a lil. It's been hella long time!

So long, winter, life's been 'cold' and I'm longing for a summer. I used to avoid standing under the sun... but it's no longer being this way. I dream of hitting the best beach now (with best swimsuits) lol... with a perfect semi-tan body... (I wish) =P

Anyhow, with seasons change my fashion closet needs to change too. This is the most "headache" part. Yellow is the fashion key color for this Spring. But yellow's never been my body's favourite -_-"

Assignments Suck! Were dued last couple of weeks, but haven't been able to pull myself out of it. Not that I love them.. but I'm kinda worried about it... the results I mean. Who the hell was that invented the Harvard system of referencing? Shouldn't he/she feel bad about it for most people hate for what he/she had invented. I bet 9 out of 10 hate doing the Harvard Referencing.

Dissertation is the key... key to determine what degree I would get. Push me a little forward if you could... I should have done something by now. It seems like I'm still enjoying my post-assignment periods now when I actually have exams on the 9th of May and a pre-dissertation proposal to hand in on the same date, too. Wonderful!

Work's been .... emm-emm (if u understand what my emm-emm means here lol). Working with the medical field is something that bore me to tears (sometimes). I think I'd prefer being stressed out in the most competitive advertising field. The stress I gonna feel as if like having a life-taking-machine that operating my life and meanwhile it's almost ruining my everything, anytime, yet... I may still walk away with a huge smile on my face. Stress that would make me think beyond... that'd be Great! I can't think any further now.. I feel like I'm trapped between somethings =(

Okay...read some pics. taken recently =)

More pics available on my Facebook account... that's all for now. lol =p