I"M SERIOUS. Nothing can be compared with the love I get at home; it's so priceless!

Oh well, I've just realised there's something wrong and they've nothing to do with what I am doing but the people I am seeing and dealing with everyday. I believe I am not giving way to self-pity here cause I do understand that people who indulge in self-pity get addicted to it.

I think I am simply STUPID!!! And that' fucking pathetic