Not The Same

Nothing feels the same. Just not the same. To name a few significant differences between things? Oh no I really don't have the 'balls' to do so now. No Guts No Glory!!! What a loser! Boo.

Better in Time. Hopefully

Its been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through

thinking that u deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know
I didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i could live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really loved you
ur gonna smile cause u deserve to
it'll all get better in time

was it all that easy
to just put aside my feelings

if im dreaming
dont wanna let, hurt ur feelings

but thats the path, i believe in
and i know that, time will heal it
I didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i could live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really loved you
ur gonna smile cause u deserve to
it'll all get better in time

since theres no more you and me
its time i let you go so u can be free
and live ur life how it should be
no matter how hard it is u'll be fine without me

thought i could live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really loved you
ur gonna smile cause u deserve to
it'll all get better in time

Overall updates; anything else?

Hello updates updates!!! Feeling abit strange, haven't been in this place for a long time now... where should I start? Aaaaa... let's mark my one-year anniversary of my stay in London. Still not liking it after a year tho lol. Wanting a change ... move to a better place?! lol Desperately needing a new job now!!! I couldn't sleep at nights thinking I'm actually jobless now =( New flat's pretty cool and I kinda like it for myself (Not Cheehow tho lol).Friendly 24-7 concierge, cool facilities, strategic location and bigger room for me too =p

tiny living room lol

weili's bedroom =)

MGH!!! *my bitch* lol

tiny-practical kitchen, Not!

Execellent views of the "London Eye" from flat

Recommended by Chef Koh lol

All girls are welcomed regardless of age or background
Cheehow: Love is compromise (hahahaha)

Missing home! wanna go home. There isn't a night goes by that I don't miss home. I definitely hope to spend some time with pa & mummy & my dogs. Seems like sth's got to be sacrificed when there's other potential new option available in life. Choices do sometimes give my life the spark I am looking for, but I'm not really willing to sacrifice. I wish I had a mirror that reflects my future self. There's no turning back in every move I'm going to take I'm so afraid of failure I don't see myself having any room to make mistakes in life. I've been telling myself I do have the time to allow myself to make mistakes. It sounds real silly but sometimes things do happen!

Glasgow: my new second home lol is a better place to live in every way except one... emm marketing job opportunities are fairly limited =(

My rolls!

His rolls!

Who made better sushi rolls?
Absolutely ME! lol