Why?

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths."
[Prov. 3:5, 6]

Time & Decision. Decision & Time. Time & Decision. Decision &......

I've been changing my mind.... hate it very much if you don't know how I'm feeling all these while. It's amazing that things change sometimes & very often it changes not base on your ownself... Understand that people around me would affect my decision; but I also have to consider how my decision will affect those around me now and over time.

What can I do? What do I do if people around me become unhappy? Or what if I'm not happy with the decision made by others? - is there anything I can do? No... nothing I can do about it.

Okay... I'll just leave it to God. I've been praying to You, asking for someone to come with me, remember??? If there's no one coming with me I would not blame... but accept it positively. No worries... nothing to fear.

My phobia won't kill for sure... anyway.. what is phobia??? ha-ha so what?!... my only Phobia!!!!!!!!