Is She The Star?

Message: "Excellent! You're a Star. You'll be successful. They told me the same thing too."

Replied: "that's because you are THE Star who has the abilities to turn others to become stars."

I've always liked my current job even though I look like I don't whenever describing my job or the company to friends. It's just me being kind of "shy" (or should you say "fake") to share the joy with people lol =P All I can say is - Thank God for Judy!

Gunners won't disappoint

Welcome back to the Scoresheet =)

Beautiful, Beautiful, Beautiful Players... You can never underestimate the Arsenal!

Arsenal, having 2 goals againsts the former champion was way tooooooooooooooo sweet for everyone out there. Yes! Scream at the top of your voice - AC MILAN.... but you can't change this, neither can AC Milan lol =P

He told me it's a 'gay' goal from Cesc Fabregas. SO WHAT? I thought. Liverpool was beaten by AC last year; what's worse when they can't even beat Barnsley!

Meant for you, CHAN CHUN KIT.

Heart Attacking

I've never known I could turn emotional pain into physical abuse. And what's worse when physical abuse always escalates.

When I manage to stop emotional pain, physical pain comes in attacking my heart, the real and more painful to bear ones! I couldn't sit still in the office and had to walk around and stretch my body out with my hands lifted up high. Like having ants in my pants. Stress! Sabine also made a joke saying we both were a bit of the same, because we couldn't stop shaking our legs while sitting in front of the computer lol. Yea I told her, I just can't have my ass sticked on the chair for too long =p

I learn from the internet of how chest pain would normally occur and so on. So I took things real slow in the office today, and kept telling myself: Don't stress, Don't rush, Do it slowly, relax a little; you still have your weekends to get them done, and finally, THANK GOD IS FRIDAY! Judy says it out loud on every Friday, whenever in Sabine's absence lol

Okay... new hair-do would be completely done soon. Always love black hair! Hope it would last longer this time after all the money paid!

Never ending pain; Never healing wounds

Haven't I realised it? Hello! It's so obvious now

that cut is deep; it takes time to heal. I know

It's all about times. Only then we'll realise

Oh, have I gone too far with it? Perhaps.

Where's my magic spells. In your dream

stop looking at each other! It's all about times

Fix it before it's too late or don't you deny it. I'll try to fix

Those pains; what if I could leave the pain half-way through?

I miss home, I miss my parents

too much

24.02.2008

I close my eyes and start to count:

whatever I've done & learned

places I've been & things I've seen

throughout the past 5 months

I know I'm counting blessings

they are Blessings from God

time's running out

what's next, I can't wait!

What A Coincident!

As I was saying yesterday (in the previous post) I don't like looking myself in the mirror!

This morning... ... ...

Scorpio (by Metro)
"A minor blip in self-confidence finds you backing out of a commitment you had been looking forward to. Come on! What's that all about? Look in the mirror and tell yourself how incredible you are."

I felt the rush of "pain" running through my body when I read this. Indescribable pain. I don't believe 100% in Horoscope. But I like reading them though. They make me feel appreciated sometimes (I only remember the good things mentioned; always forget about the bad ones lol)

Beauty vs Brain

What do you think is important in life BEAUTY or BRAIN? One person asked me this when I was 17. Without much thought I answered him: BEAUTY! So you would give up BRAIN for BEAUTY? I said YES.

Beauty is important for a woman; and I adore natural beauty. Many sexy beautiful ladies out there, and they make me hate it (hate the fact that beauty is so important to me but I don't hate them) and I have to turn to God everytime asking him isn't this unfair. A second later, an answer shoots my head: "Work your best out with your BRAIN, since Beauty is not in everything for you."

I hesitate for a moment, and think this is true. Those who have got both Beauty and Brains ,they're just too lucky; those with only Beauty, please make use of it; those without beauty are unlucky, they have to work hard with their only asset - Brains. And how unlucky, I'm under this category! Purely my own opinion.

walking with my head down

prefer to see myself in shadow, definitely

not looking myself in the mirror

I run my fingers through my hair; saying in heart

Thank God we have brains

my one and only greatest asset

^^